aww...cute baby =D You look a bit tired but other than that you look really pretty, especially for someone who's just given birth.

Congrats!

I saw the pics- you are both lovely!  I always think new-borns look a little cross, like they've been woken up from a good long sleep and would really just like "5 more minutes mom!". Too sweet. 

Congratulations and all the best!! 

O.M.G....he's so0o0o0o cuteee

what's his name???

i just so da pic and i was like...AwwWWWwwww!!

hehe

byeee

mia<33

OH MY GOSH!

How could I have missed this?!  Lol   I am soooo happy for you!!  What a CUTIE!!!  And you are beautiful.  So radiant and happy :-)

Congratulations!!!!!  You are going to LOVE being a mommy.
Oh, and thank you for your continued support with your encouraging comments :-)  I really appreciate it!

-Alisha-

Hey -

Thanks for sharing! Don't be so hard on yourself, you just had a baby!

Ash

Hey -

Congratulations! I'm glad he was born healthy, and that you are well.

And the smoking is your own choice. I hope no one gave you sh*t about it.

Ash

Oh gosh, I hope everything goes good!

<3

Sky.

Oh my gosh.....our babies will have the same birthday unless your labor lasts a really long time. I'm having a c-section Wednesday morning  Good luck to you and can't wait to hear about the birth!!!

*poopie*  I hope you do not have ot be induced either.  *UGG*  Pitocin is really, really no fun at all!  Rather natural labor than induced...  Induced is quite intense!  I am praying for a smooth delivery for you, and also that the method of pain relief works!  I laughed at the comment about you going into labor at 1:00 a.m. the day they plan to induce you... that's how my luck usually goes too!  Whatever day or time he decides to come, I hope you do not have to be induced, but it is so worth it.  It took me awile to be able to say that for myself due to the complications of both pregnancy and labor.  Everyone kept telling me it would be worth it and you know what?  It so is.  Never have I felt such instant love and attraction for anything before.  I hope that same joy finds you when you see that little boy!

Wendy

i n0e :) thanks for the c0mment :)

she's only 13 by the way

anyways who cares bout them :)

thankx for the c0mment hope to hear from u s0on :)

byeeee

Avril & Hilary

hey :)

i ttly agree on what u wrote in xXxleavesxXx diary!!

and don't mind them coz there cr3zt :)

hil and avril,

Haha... your discussion on fat people just made me laugh.

Thanks for your note... yes, at least it wasn't cocaine.

Take care and good luck having the baby. I hope all goes well.

Jax

They wouldnt do an amnio, probably just a non-stress test.

With my braxton hicks, it felt like I couldnt breathe. It could be the top of your uterus contracting. But I think regular contractions are supposed to feel like period cramps. I had back labor, though, so no experience with tummy pain.

See thats just it, it doesnt know me out... it just makes me feel depressed... I take it at night with my trazadone, clonezapam, and benzotropine,,,,so I sleep really well but now that you mention it I have been having a harder time getting up and getting going in the morning since I started taking it... I should make a not of that also to tell the doc....

Thanks for the comment...

Janica

No not entertaining Mr. Player/Lenahan....just making a statement and letting others know what a phony he is...I honestly can not stand people that lie.  If I catch you in one, I will call you on it and he got a taste of his own medicine and decided to block me cause he made a huge error on my account and could not take it back.

If you follow him, you will notice when I make a comment and people go to verify it in his accounts, he will go private, but not for long cause he thrives on people comments in his accounts.

thanks for stopping in and good luck to you.

YAY baby!

:D

I can't wait until mine gets here!!

Hope everything goes(or went..) smooth!

<3

Sky.

Ha Ha Ha.  Your comment about the grunting thing was hilarious... only because David did actually ask me if she was alright when he heard her grunting so much.  Trying to explain to him that she is just discovering her vocal cords was impossible.  Just wait till she's a teenager!   That man is going to kill himself with worrying about is this or is that normal!

Wendy

P.S.  Sorry to hear the baby boy hasn't arrived yet...  Like you said, he'll come just when he wants to, though for your sake I hopes it's soon.  I know how hard it was when we were getting down to those last days... though Raeanna was nearly 4 weeks early (we knew she was going to be).  Her actual due date is this Friday...  That's very strange to think about when I do stop and think about it.  She's still supposed to be in my body and here I am, having been able to enjoy her nearly 3 weeks now. 

I truly hope your delivery goes smoothly for you, whenever it does come.  I think I remember you saying his weight was estimated around 7 pounds right?  I've heard of so many 9 pounders lately I cannot imagine delivering a baby THAT large!  I hope all goes well and that you and baby are healthy.  Best advice would be for you to get as much rest as you can NOW, but I'm sure you've been told that one already right?

Have a great day!

Haven't heard any more news since this entry...  I was hoping that might mean maybe last night the baby came...  Just wanted to stop by and say I was thinking about you while Raeanna wouldn't let me go to bed last night.  I remembered your due date was yesterday, and my cousins is today.  So many babies!  I can't wait to hear that your's has arrived.  Best of luck, I hope you are getting the rest you need!

Wendy

being pregnant is a good reason.
alright.

but don't tell me i don't have any brain cells because i use.

you don't know me.
don't judge me & take me for some kind of idiot.

kthnx.

I'm the same way. Unfortunately, I had a few surprise visitors who sat in the room with me while I was in labor and made comments every time I had a contraction. It was really awkward and I think the stress of it all actually stalled my labor. I'm sure your hospital will have a waiting room, so if it makes you uncomfortable ask them to wait there. Its important that you feel comfortable during the process.

And I have to give you this link... I let my boyfriend smoke around me during part of my pregnancy, not thinking much of it, but it really is horrible for the baby. You can't erase time, but I really hope that you try to make a smoke-free environment for your little bundle once he arrives. It can produce lasting effects.

http://www.babycenter.com/0_how-smoking-during-pregnancy-affects-you-and-your-baby_1405720.bc

...wow, yea what I meant was the toxins that get into the bloodstream and what not. I didn't mean "Breath in" literally.

"Everyone is always too focused on finding the meaning of their life..I don't believe there is a meaning.
We all live, we all die, we do sh*t inbetween..but everything we do someone else has done."
Wow, that made me think a lot..
You're completely right, thank you for the new perspective.
My brother and I dropped out of high school due to family problems,
and my grandfather had just died of esophogeal cancer. We had to move,
and neither of us wanted to go to school here..so we've just decided
to get our GED's lol

I also prefer my cooking to my mom's even though I can't cook, but only because
she uses disgusting amounts of butter and grease lol

good luck with the baby XD

My doctor NEVER shuts up. She's always asking really random stuff, too. Nothing about the baby..Like, "So, do you beef Ramen Noodles or chicken?" And I'm like, "What the hell? How's my baby?"

xP

Sky.

I saw that you commented on Chas's diary. I just had a son, he's 2 months old now. (almost growing out of his 0-3 month clothing, by the way. He still has a bit to go before we move up, though and he's in the 50th percentile for weight)

Good luck with the appointment! I hope it went well!

I just don't know what to think about him anymore. He's so freakin confusing. I don't plan on texting him or anything, I'll let him come to me. Thanks for the comment!

Awww! You're having a baby! That's so awesome!

Sex...  Our doctor told us "No more" when I was only 20 weeks along.  It can cause cotractions, and since I was already having them at week 20, she said no more.  Maybe your body is preparing for labor.   How exciting for you to be so close!  Congratulations to you both!  I hope your Dave doesn't turn into my David (ha ha ha)  I liked the comment about him suffereing postpartum, it made me laugh and I really needed to laugh today.  Sometimes our discussions can get rather heated...  He just doesn't stop and he just won't listen!  Men right?!?  Maybe I just need to find a constructive way for him to use that energy...  Best of luck with the baby!  Is this your first then?  What are your plans for the delivery?  Lastly do you know if it's a boy or girl?  We kept the sex of our baby secret (even David didn't know, but I did, I just had to know).

Wendy

the cramping sounds like you're already in labor. 

i don't blame you for not wanting his parent's around for the birth.  it's too much. 

Seems some men are hell bent on wanting what they want. Your mother's life was more important than to continue pumping babies out until it killed her. My friend doesnt really think about anyone, but herself and it makes me angry that she expects me to put aside my priorities to deal with her. The moment she says Im bored she thinks I'll just say let's go do something. It can piss someone off when one person doesnt seem to understand that you're not responsible for their entertainment and I also have other friends I want to spend time with plus I work in and out of my house.

I also agree that you would be a little uncomfortable in someone's house that's dirty and untidy. I was also dismayed at how my friend looked at me when I walked in her basement unaware that her dog urinated on the floor and she said "oh she always does that?" I was like I am not doing this anymore if she wants to see me it's when I say she can see me and when I say she can come over.

My friend starts trying to monopolize things because I have a lot of friends I met in college that I want to spend time with since they seem to be on a page of life that my friend isnt on. She makes a lot of excuses for things she should be doing and hypes up how we're best friends and what's dysfunctional about things is that she doesnt really look at the fact that she has a lot of growing up to do. How can you be best friends when the other is super needy?

I try not to be harsh, but I have to also keep it real to a certain extent because I can't tolerate the blatant disrespect of some people. I would never subject anyone to visit my home if it's not clean that's a reflection of me as a person. I kind of got the idea that my friend doesnt have people that visit often because they don't want to tell her that her house is nasty and trying to spare her feelings.

thanks for commenting me. I will say something next time.

Don't worry about your dad, just live your life.

First, thanks for your comments.  I appreciate the input.  It's funny, when you say that she's done things a lot of women wouldn't do, I know you're right.  But if you never have a steak, and you don't really know if you'd like it, you don't miss it.  But once you've had it a couple of times, and know you really like it, that's a different story.  Not that you'd want to eat it every day, but every once in a while, on a special occasion or something.  So, I honestly believe its better to have never done it than to do it with the intention of it being a "one-time thing."  Anyway, enough of that.

Congrats on the baby.  I am a new uncle, and my wife is due in Jan.  Babies, babies everywhere!  I love being a dad, and can't understand those who don't.  Niether of my wives (I'm married for the second time, previously divorced, I don't currently have two wives) have good relationships with their fathers and I just don't understand it.  I don't understand this mindset where so many guys can just divorce themselves from caring about their children.  It has to be the most self-centered trait a person could ever have.  So I definitely feel for you, and I wish you the best.

YAY!  11 days and you will have a little baby boy!  (if he's on time, that is!)  Congratulations!
Sorry you didn't have a father that was there for you.  That's really sad.  My dad and I are very close.  He's obvious, most of the time... like whenever a serious conversation arises, he turns on the television, lol.  Kind of irritating.  Anyway, good luck with the baby!  I'm so excited for you!

-Alisha-

hey.

that was a really old post. i was just going through my posts and deleting them. didnt know anyone was reading my diary anymore...

they broke up again anyway :) it took a while and a few bad things wouldnt have happened, but hes gone now for good.

thanks for the comment though, probably would have helped at the time :)

Congrats on your little boy!!

Well yeah, I've gained weight since then.  I got pregnant and had a baby since then so... and I wasn't healthy during my pregnancy.  I gained 59 lbs.  I'm down 40 since then, but in the pic, I was 145lbs.  Now I'm 170-ish.  It's a big change in my self-esteem.

Again, congratulations!  And good for you for staying to healthy!!  My baby girl was born 6lbs 12oz, and then lost 7.5oz in her first few days.  Babies are such joy!

So do you know if it's a boy or a girl?  I'm so happy for you!  This is exciting... of course, baby's look abnormal!  They're like little aliens inside us!  Lol.

im not saying that u should appreciate all mothers. Yes all mothers are unappreciated and i said single mothers specifically because they have it harder and what makes them special is that some prefer not to depend on a man for taking care of their own because some realize that they made the choice themselves. Also with the economy the way it is, the income for a two parent home is waaaay better anyways and the reason why one woman is single is because the father was a big drug dealer who wanted to stay the same way he was and was abusive towards his own family. so in my eyes single mothers are special

thats my opinion.

congrats on your pregnancy. We should compare notes. Especially after the babies are born. I'm hoping Carson will be born around your due date. I don't want to go until 40weeks. We'll see. Good luck and keep us posted. I added you to my favorites

i do exercise and i do eat healthily.

i just want my body to show bone for what i work for.

Well actually,

Ive hugged teachers before and teachers have hugged me. [=

I dont see what so bad about hugging a teacher [[Unless its a guy hahaha]]

[Polkadotcutie186]

ive actually reported ppl for getting money off the gov when they didnt need it. 

i also dont mind working, as long as its a field i like doing, or the conditions are good

I feel the same way as you, I think its STUPID when people live off the government because of a "problem" they have... half the time people live off welfare because they dont feel like doing anything else... its ridiculous how lazy people are

RYN: You're probably right about the two times a day thing. However, the information I was given for treatment said 8. But we all know that that's a bit much.

You seem to have a lot of things going on, especially with this hunt for a home. Are you guys looking for an apartment by yourselves, or do you have someone, like a Real Estate agent, helping you? How about going on Craigslist? Post the type of apartment you are looking for there.

 I know it's hard not being able to make your own money, because you are used to that, but you will eventually get back into the gist of things - just wait.